What a strange time, to be celebrating, genuinely. Laughing and sharing good times, genuinely. And yet to be concerned about what is happening all around, also genuinely. To be aware of what is and what is to come. It's a hard thing, to be in more than one place at once. Sometimes I wouldn't mind being able to do things that others I know can do, stepping through the veil like stepping into another room. But most times I'm all right with being right where I am in that regard. High the price of such gifts.
I have the possibility of learning more about my pasts. Do I want to do that? No going back if I did. For now, I think I'm happy with the way things are, knowing that I can call on the skills and talents I've acquired over time. But if someday I think the need is there... For now, knowing without knowing is enough. That knowledge is not far away though; I can feel it.
Too much going on. Need to work on that.
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